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Monday, November 17, 2008
Last night I dreamt of "Him" again. Wearing an orange tee, those faded cheap jeans he always wore, cheap sneakers that he bought from a shop near where he lived, and that godawful cigarette that he always smoked. It was horrible...
I walked past him quietly, trying to slip pass him, then suddenly, he turns and looked at me in the eyes. Panicking, I grabbed my friend's arm and broke into a run, dragging her along with me.
I never had the speed or stamina to outrun him.
He caught me and pulled me into his arms, and I just could not get free. My nose got a whiff of that nauseatingly pungent odor that came off him in waves; it was as he he hadn't showered in days. I continued my struggle to get free and once he released the hold he had of me, I moved to place as much distance between us as possible, while trying to fight off that stubborn urge to take off again and leave him behind. I didn't run though, as I had a strange feeling that I had to confront him. So, I stood my ground, taking in deep breathes as an attempt to calm my ragged nerves, and lifted my head, locking eye with him.
"I..."
Damn, I woke up then. It was really tiring when someone continuously assault one in one's dream!
Ugh. Labels: dream
# come what may :)
9:49 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
You know, people always look forward to their birthdays, right?
Well, then I'm not human then.
Why?
Because I find that I'm not at all excited, thrilled, or overly zealous any way. Not at all.
Blame it on the hormones, people. Not on the absence of some people, not on the fact that I have no life. Just try being a little normal, a little stereotypical, and blame it on the hormones.
Sigh.
Forgive me.
I'm tired, and
I miss someone who doesn't exist outside the dream realm.
Maybe it's because my conscious side has grown hungry for someone more to be there. At the end of the day, what reality can't fulfill is what my dreams try to provide.
Ok. I need to stop this inane babbling now.
Sorry.
I'll return tomorrow.
I think. Labels: birthday, dream
# come what may :)
11:27 PM
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