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Thursday, December 11, 2008
Sigh... Money!!! Where to find?!
I never knew that private education would be so expensive! I mean, yeah, I know, it would definitely cost me more than studying in a polytechnic or going back to a secondary school, but WTF!!! I'm so lost now. I don't know how the fuck I'm going to be able to afford private education, even if it is for one year, much less pay for the fees of GCE O levels examination.
Sigh...
Anyway, I'm going to drop by CHEC and maybe also call BMC Academy to check out the rates. I know that they state everything online, but... I'm going to try my best to get my way over this hurdle. Maybe I'll be lucky enough and get some sort of large inheritance from some long lost uncle?? Haha... I'm dreaming, but... A beggar can dream, can't she? :)
Wish me luck(or something)!!
P.S.: By the way, guys, Merry Christmas! 14 more days to the big day!!! (:Labels: Life
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6:21 PM
So... Haha.. I've just had a trying week. Man, am I tired.
My parents just made a rather significant decision that would change my life, and my brother's too (insert big D-word here). I most probably will be moving house, hopefully to somewhere not too far from here where I'm currently staying, and I really hope that I would get to stay with my mom instead of my dad. I've also made some life-changing decisions for myself, the most important one being that I'm quitting my education in polytechnic soon and will hop back to the train to O levels. I'm going to work hard, in both studies and work, and reap the results that I ought to have by the end of next year. Yep.
I guess I'm pretty nonchalant about my parents' decision actually. Maybe it's because I've always seen it coming and now that it's here, I find there no need to have any great reactions anymore. (Of course, let's all ignore the fact that I spent my Sunday night crying my eyeballs out because reality crashed) I'm just hoping that this decision that was made would do more good than harm. I will greatly miss this neighborhood. Miss the nights when I could just go to the 24hrs supermarket just because I had a craving, miss the times when I could just hop by to Geral's place, miss the total convenience that I find when moving around this area... Sigh. Wish me luck, people!
Of course, as opposed to my attitude towards my parents' decision, I am more worried about re-taking O levels. I mean, I haven't been in touch with the syllabus for so long that I'm not so sure that I'll be able to catch up in time to come. Furthermore, I'm afraid that I will not be able to achieve what I dream to. Then again, if I don't hold strong to this decision I've made, how the fuck will I be able to swallow the regret I know I will feel in future? Tsktsk.
Anyway, that's about it. My life in the past few days... Hope you guys had better luck than I did!!
P.S.: By the way, did I tell you? I'm picking up art again. Mainly because I've always wanted to. Geral just gave me a theme to work on, and for that I'm grateful. Maybe tomorrow, I'll scan in my sketches for you to see? Heh...
P.S.S.: And, did I say? I FOUND SOME NEW MOVIES BY ALAN RICKMAN!!! OMG!!! I LOVE THAT BRIT OK! *hops around, feeling high*
Ciao!Labels: Life, school
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12:26 AM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
I realized that I've only started my blog a month ago, and now I have deleted all my posts, changed the cbox to a new one, and completely edited the template. I feel so fickle-minded. But then again, it's my blog, so people who don't agree to what I do, *shrugs*, it's none of your business anyway. Not to sound arrogant or stuck up, but this is my space, mine, and no one else's. The tagboard is naught but a place to communicate with my friends. So, please try to understand. (Heh, I'm trying so hard to convince people whom I doubt exist. That is, the flamers, whom I have often imagine to exist)
Anyway, I'll try to remain committed to this blog for as long as I can, maybe for years to come. I know that is not impossible because I have see people - friends, classmates, whoever - have a long history of blog archive. So with this observation, I know it's not outside my abilities to stay erm..faithful, to this blog. I still may visit my old blog (Which has been linked at the sidebar), maybe due to some form of need for space outside this space. A moment or infidelity, if I may.
I am not a very consistent blogger, I must say. At some weeks, I may just go blogging maybe twice or thrice daily. At other days, I just end up neglecting my blog, popping in just to check the tagboard for anything important. I don't treat this as a diary, so no, I don't do daily recordings of my life here. I do, however, post things that I find interesting, or just simply lovely to me here. Sometimes I do become weird or random, and I also may have some ranting sessions here. I may, also post some of my favorite online stories, website, and things as such, and at the start of each recommendation put up warnings about the things recommended. I do this simply because I know my taste can be different at times, and I really do not wish to offend the delicate side of anyone at all. So please, do read the warnings. Don't start blaming me if you faint in your classroom or end up doing something stupid after reading what I've published.
This is a new beginning, a fresh start. My personal writing style would, in ways, differ from my past publications. If you don't like it, don't come back. I would appreciate if you could do me a favour and nudge me when I have grammar mistakes. Thank you.
Well, I've got to go. :)
Good night. Labels: blogging, Life
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12:21 AM
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