So... Haha.. I've just had a trying week. Man, am I tired.

My parents just made a rather significant decision that would change my life, and my brother's too (insert big D-word here). I most probably will be moving house, hopefully to somewhere not too far from here where I'm currently staying, and I really hope that I would get to stay with my mom instead of my dad. I've also made some life-changing decisions for myself, the most important one being that I'm quitting my education in polytechnic soon and will hop back to the train to O levels. I'm going to work hard, in both studies and work, and reap the results that I ought to have by the end of next year. Yep.

I guess I'm pretty nonchalant about my parents' decision actually. Maybe it's because I've always seen it coming and now that it's here, I find there no need to have any great reactions anymore. (Of course, let's all ignore the fact that I spent my Sunday night crying my eyeballs out because reality crashed) I'm just hoping that this decision that was made would do more good than harm. I will greatly miss this neighborhood. Miss the nights when I could just go to the 24hrs supermarket just because I had a craving, miss the times when I could just hop by to Geral's place, miss the total convenience that I find when moving around this area... Sigh. Wish me luck, people!

Of course, as opposed to my attitude towards my parents' decision, I am more worried about re-taking O levels. I mean, I haven't been in touch with the syllabus for so long that I'm not so sure that I'll be able to catch up in time to come. Furthermore, I'm afraid that I will not be able to achieve what I dream to. Then again, if I don't hold strong to this decision I've made, how the fuck will I be able to swallow the regret I know I will feel in future? Tsktsk.

Anyway, that's about it. My life in the past few days... Hope you guys had better luck than I did!!

P.S.: By the way, did I tell you? I'm picking up art again. Mainly because I've always wanted to. Geral just gave me a theme to work on, and for that I'm grateful. Maybe tomorrow, I'll scan in my sketches for you to see? Heh...


P.S.S.: And, did I say? I FOUND SOME NEW MOVIES BY ALAN RICKMAN!!! OMG!!! I LOVE THAT BRIT OK! *hops around, feeling high*

Ciao!

Labels: Life, school

As of today.

As of today, I will be planning my next course of action concerning my education. I don't know how long it is going to take, making this decision. It's going to be difficult, and a fickle-minded person like myself will never find it easy to make decisions fast and on the go. So I'm going to try out the different roads and then make a decision. I know I have 3 major choices, 4 actually, but I'm not going to leave studying, so the last choice is not valid in this instance.

As you all know, I'm studying at RP now. Personally, I'm finding it very difficult to stay on studying this way, presentations everyday. However, a senior of mine advised me to either stay on, or to retake my O levels. He mentioned that in the next 2 years, things will be very different from now. So my first choice is to remain studying in RP, take my course, work hard in it, graduate, and go to Uni.

My 2nd choice is that I could retake my O levels next year, most probably while still in RP. After all, 2nd year would not be so difficult as 3rd year, and retaking only 3 subject would not be too bad, right? I hope so...

Last choice would be to try to get a transfer to NP... THe toughest one now, so.... Heh.

Anyway, as you can see, my paragraphs are getting shorter and shorter. Tired tired. Good night. (:

Labels: school

# come what may :) 12:32 AM